THREE

Today is Owen's 3rd birthday.  I was thinking back today about that day 3 years ago.  Seems so long ago, but yet just like yesterday.  

I'd like to sit and type those memories right now.  and maybe I will later.  Just not sure if I want to go there right now.  I will say this... I have never felt more "held" by God during that time.

I was listening to a cd of mine in the car as I dropped off the kids at school thisafternoon.  Love this song. (totally worth downloading on itunes). I wish I caringbridge would let me post music.  That would be awesome.  The lyrics will have to suffice.  This goes out to my SB mom sisters~you know who you are...

Be Still
by Storyside:b

I remember all the times
The good times and the bad
(Some good and some are bad)
I'm still holding on to You

Some days I wanna run
And times I come undone
But I still belong to You
That's how I know that

When I feel like caving in
My heart my soul is wearing thing
I just want to give up
Nothing seems at all to add up
Can you hear me Lord?
My face is down upon the floor
It's then You whisper in my ear
Be still and know I'm here

I see a side of you my friend
The same struggles that I have
My heart goes out to you
I know it's hard to feel alone
And this world's so unforgiving
I've been feeling that way too
But I can tell you

When I feel like caving in
My heart my soul is wearing thing
I just want to give up
Nothing seems at all to add up
Can you hear me Lord?
My face is down upon the floor
It's then You whisper in my ear
Be still and know I'm here

Is that you?
Is this me?
It's sometimes hard to believe that
I am not alone

It's not just you
And not just me
We all need to believe that
We are not alone

When I feel like caving in
My heart my soul is wearing thin
I just want to give up
Nothing seems at all to add up
I know you hear me Lord.
When my face is down upon the floor
It's then you whisper in my ear

Be still and know I'm here.
We are not alone.
Be still and know I'm here.
We are not alone.
 still and know I'm here.
We are not alone.
Be still and know I'm here.
We are not alone.